I feel like a zombie.
I think I've become obsessed.

I hate this.

I wish I could explain things easier with words. I'm bad at that. I feel so numb to everything now. I don't feel like I'm really alive.
I just wish people could be happy for one another, and let people be, and except people. I know that's definantly not happening.
It makes me almost excited to be a parent. I know I'll be cautious and protective like mine, but I want my kids to be okay with who they are. I want them to be happy. I guess I'm just in that akward stage where I'm not happy with my skin, or I am but, people around me are making me think I'm not good enough. I am good enough, I'm happy with who I am.

I'm a good human being, not perfect, but who is? Do I not deserve good? People make mistakes, they also learn from them. People see different things in people. I see good in him. I wish my parents could just see what I see.

I wish I could go to sleep.

I hope my Daddy's surgery is going well.

posted by ieliza, el dibujo también es de ieliza. Rocky Mount, North Carolina, United States
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